One of those thing was mailing a package to Lime and Violet. Now hold your excitement because this train crashed big time! I was so anxious to get the package out that I mailed it to Miss V's old address. I've done everything I possibly can but it seems to be gone forever, no news. However, I do have a picture of everything I sent... I'll show you all and you can pretend I'm sending it to you?! Maybe you can "sqwee"? I went a little overboard and sent all of this PLUS a set of XMas cards. I'm heartbroken over the loss of the teddy bear sweater notebook and the vamp sachet. I can't listen or look at anything L+V anymore without getting sick to my stomach because I botched this whole thing so badly.

(Pictured Above: Most of a package that is lost forever...)
DON'T LOSE FAITH IN ME! KEEP READING IT GETS BETTER!
The fact that I am blogging at all is PROOF that it got better that's for SURE! Not without a few more little bumps in the road, I finally started seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.

(Pictured Above: Look it's me seeing the light! Nov. 3)
If you're not in the Knit Along and think you'd enjoy handspun sock knitting please come join us, you're TOTALLY invited. XOXO

(Pictured Above: My handspun sock yarn)

(Pictured Above: Clean Studio + New Aero Garden)
I'm growing herbs in the Aero.

(Pictured Above: My new Aero Garden)

So now after the self imposed rehab of all things good stuffs, it's November 10th, 2009 I'm officially not depressed anymore. I pampered myself, I even painted my nails. My husband and I are finally getting along (he finally reordered a new wedding band - it's been lost allllll year), there's no pests in the house, everything is clean, I feel like I'm getting things done - things don't seem so HARD. Oh! and my Etsy shop is doing fabulous which is helping me save a little money! *grin*

(Pictured Above: Here I am! 9 month old dreads Nov. 10th)
Feeling really good for real this time.
Hope you're all well too!
Love,
Rachel-Marie

xoxox!
Cindy
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Hasn't this year completely sucked?
It sure is good to see the light at the end of the tunnel, I certainly wasn't sure if I was ever going to get out of it.
If you ever want to talk I'm here for you.
I love the sock idea. One day, maybe one day I can try socks. I just learned how to decrease & increase, whooo! I know what it is to see the light at the end of the tunnel & laugh again.
Take care and keep smiling!